Journal notes written last year at this time while chaperoning a 5th grade field trip to the WOLF (Web of Life Field) school at Camp Cazadero, Cazadero, CA.
This afternoon we take a blindfold
hike to the purple meadow. First the boys guide the girls, then they switch.
Nobody complains about the steepness of the trail.
It is terribly sneezy in the upper
meadow. Dry grass laced with California
poppies. We sit with our sketchbooks and draw the contours of a rock cliff with a face like a
dog. There is nothing like a mountaintop meadow with a view. Purple flower clusters on tall stems. Twitter of songbirds. Bright orange monkeyflower.
This morning I sat and sipped hot tea on the cabin steps in the warmth of the sun; so quiet I could hear the
whooshing wing beats of a solitary crow flying overhead. Woodpecker taps. Call
of a quail. Some kind of human activity from the dining hall.
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Nighttime astronomy, we are being
devoured by mosquitoes while listening to the naturalist tell a story about how
the night sky was formed, and that hummingbirds are responsible for the stars. I
take a look through the viewfinder of the telescope and catch a glimpse of the
pocked and pebbled moon. Then Saturn, complete with rings – so tiny it
resembles a bright sticker I could place in my journal.
Shooting star – a brief meeting
between two like-minded people who won't ever meet again in the physical world.
The rabbit in the moon.
After our moon-shadow walk down to the waterfall, the girls run barefoot out of the cabin across the field to see the silver fox recently spotted running under picnic tables. The waterfall made me feel like I was in another country, so lush and green with a small pool at the bottom. Ecuador ? Peru ?
At lights-out, the naturalist named Raccoon stops
by the cabin to serenade the girls, who have caught a second wind after seeing
the silver fox. They crown the tiny bathroom with murmurs and giggles while
applying face cream and brushing out hair. At her prompting they head for their
bunks. Lights out, in bed, we are covered with a blackness not usually seen
back home where a constant glow of light emanates from our small town homes.
Here it is too dark to even see my hand. Raccoon sings a lullaby, Lean on Me and at the conclusion of the third verse the cabin is silent, and remains so
even after she and her flashlight slip out the back door and into the evening
air, leaving us to our further savor the silence and invite the overnight fog.